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its the time!(part 4)

Nothing much to say...it just tht i love & treasure every moment i spend with my lil princess..

persoalan nya sekarang.....is it the rite time for me to give her adik?hew hew
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i m mentally prepared..but not pysically..huhu
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so i guess it is the right time for me to be productive..to be gatal2 ckit with me hubby ..
so ptg nie be romantic,kelip2 kan mata to him..ewwwwwww!!!

**recent photos of lil one..

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back to the time...
rindu la saat2 lil one duk senyap2 lam playmat..


4m
belajar meniarap
6m

6m7m

entah nape jiwa gelora nak refill blog skrg tengah berapi2...maybe bila menatap ,merenung muka budak kecik mlm2, hati bertekad, i perlu express my whole feeling towards her...

skrng nie mmg takde la my girl nak ngadap laaptop , godek2 n baca all this craps..but then, who knows mybe one day, bila budak kecik dah besar, dah dewasa , she will take her precious time n baca blog mama yg merapu2 nie...all i know is is really adore this lil precious girl of mine, small version of my botak, love her dearly...i will do everything for her even it will cost my life

its the time!(part 3)

***during her 1st month old...segala macam rasa ada...
****i sentiasa risau,takut...keep checking her breathing, kalu boleh setiap minit merenung muka lil one..takut la...takut dia stop breathing..takut dia tercekik waktu tido, takut dia tersalah style tido..hehwhehw..what do we xpect....1st time jadi emak org ler...

* maira dah 3 weeks...demam lak dia

*papa tengah bersedih..kena balik keja..balik jumpa bb sebulan lagi
-Maira dah 6 weeks

3 sekawan...with their lil one's..
Maira is 3m
**mak maira..gemuk..sana sini lemak..waaaaaaa!!!

4ms with best fren ~~Echa

M.a.i.r.a is 5m

its the time!(part 2)

hmmm...dah jadi emak org ler...
hmmm...tengah tangled kepala..my girl kena panggil me..ibu ke..,mak ke..mama ke..umi ke??
Okla...Mama je le...
1st day me gelarkan diri sbgai MAMA..eeeeee geli!!..
Mama sayang baby..(mama?eeeee).....mama nak shushu kan bb...




**Maira (5 hari ) with my beloved late apak...
***Sgt sayu ..to think tht he was only be able to know, to love n hold this child of mine in a very short time kemudian Allah lebih sayang this man..
***i really miss this man so much...wish i mampu tukar apa yg telah berlaku..yg dah lepas..but then siapa la kita nak melawan qada n qadarNya..
****Ya Allah tempatkan arwah Apak n Mak bersama2 golongn beriman,disampingMu,ampun kan semua dosa2 mereka..n moga Engkau sentiasa terang,lapangkan kubur mereka berdua...Amin..My late parents is the best parents i ve ever have..takde sorg pun yg dapat replace both of them...They r the best n i m so lucky to have them


This Barisan man is a very proud papa...he loves our newborn unconditionally...tak berenggang langsung with her...i pun dia dah lupa sekejap...

papa botak sedang memandikan lil one..
mama lil one tak terdaya nak angkat sbb tkena buasir..hehe
(maira dah seminggu)

its the time!(part 1)

she is 1 yr 7 months..dah besar dah anak mama...budak kecik dah angkat dara...huhu..sedih nya..anak mama dah besar..how i wish i leh freeze masa n keep her cam besar nie je..
she develops alot!!..and i m so proud of her....so proud of u cayang...even takde la selaju toddlers lain...still d S size berbanding umur seangkatan...mumbles alot..butir2 sepatah dua je la aku faham..so active..kadang2 tue nak je ikat kedua belah kaki n tangan..but then, active means she is healthy n strong..tak nak lagi la back to the day bila my lil one was sick..baring ,duk diam..very passive..tak nak makan, tak nak nyusu..sampai kena drip..n mama was so unhappy when she cried all d time..

BACK TO THE GLORIOUS ERA..HAHA
once upon a time, during the shiny bright weather on d 3nd of June 2007, mak maira was nervously married to her botak man, namely abg zulkifli abg sabeli ..

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11 hari lepas tue
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terhasil la benih cinta ku

2nd week of pregnancy
*1st week dah suspect lain mcm rasa
*pagi2 buta, kol 4 am so excited nak cek...ready d pregnancy kit..n walla!! 2 lines berlumba2 appeared
*hati berbunga2...cam tak caya ada manusia lam perut..alhamdulillah di beri Allah kesuburan
*hubby was miles away...keja bandar lain...sedih jugak le rasa alone bearing the good news
3rd till 11th weeks
*felt so terrible
*never in one day, tak sah kalau tak muntah2..makan muntah..makan muntah
*badan rempek(translation:tak bermaya),kepala serabut,sentiasa marah2,
*hubby dtg during weekends,rasa nak sepak2 je...membara sgt tengok muka si botak
*keja ofis tak sentuh langsung
*jeruk asam bagai peneman harian
*darah rendah..nurse bising.hati sangat sedih...cam tak mampu bagi zat kat bb lam pwut
12th weeks onwards
*back to normal life,usual activities
*nafsu mkn tahap dewa
*start gaining weight
*baju byk dah tak muat

6bln
*bulan kegelapan..
*jiwa kacau bilau..
*cramps melanda setiap malam..kaki..bontot..pinggang...paha..tangan pun ada
*sorang2 handle ..pandai2 jaga diri..hubby dtg 2 bln skali..huhu..siksa tuhan je tau
*gigi dh start sakit...maha sakit sampai maigrain...suffered every night!
*muka,kaki,tangan,jari2 kembang semangkuk..leher tumbuh hitam2
*bodi bengkak as if dah cukup bln..adoi!!

8bln
*gigi sakit tahap kronik...muka bengkak sebelah...tiap2 mlm merengek nangis sorg2..sakit oo
*tekad...pagi esok...g klinik gigi..tak kira apa pun nak jadi..jadi laa..tak tahan sesangat
..cabut kol 10 am.....the bloody tooth costed me rm180.00!!
*suffered 7 days..musim hujan malam2 sbb cabut waktu gg bengkak
--------------->after tht life was much better

36wks
*wat regular check up..cam biasa ler
* muka dah swollen...hidung kembang merah cam badut...leher hitam legam..muka penuh jerawat besar2....rasa diri ibu pegnen paling hodoh...
*tetiba doctor wat muka gabra...bb tak bgerak
*kena tahan ward...alamak doc suh beranak je
---0n the 28/02/08....diinduce..doc selok2..kata nk trigger bukaan..mak ai!!sakit nya!!
- mmg tak ori la...bukaan cara paksa sgt sakit..rasmi la bukaan 1cm
- terkangkang bersaksi 10 pelatih ngadap bawah..malu?tak leh nak kata
--0n the 29th/02...out of 10 patients..9 dah beranak...aku sorg belum..
---29/02/08..uiks...tak nak terberanak!..tak nak! kang bb sambut bday 3 thn skali....huhu..tahan ye..mmg bertahan ler...

--0n the 01/03/08---kol 11 --bukaan 7cm

kol 1150--beranak dah pong!!bb gal sebijik muka indai..kata nurse la..(umur :1 day)
Dayang Nur ERina Humaira
(cahaya perempuan cantik yg kemerah2 merahan)..hehe
*lahir kol 11.50 pagi
*01/03/08

** akan disambung cerita pada part 2